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Friday, June 20, 2008

okay.. now i can finally blog abt more recent events..

he went brunei for trg.. coming bk soon.. did u all watch the news abt one guy who died during the brunei trg? it scare the hell out of me when i was watching news.. my heart skipped a beat when they were announcing the name and showing the photo.. i really hope the army will realli reflect and make the necessary changes to their trg and safety precautions.. now we are toking abt a 20 year old guy.. with bright future.. with gf.. serving just 2 years of ns.. and his life just ended even b4 he cud serve finish the 2 years of ns and start fulfilling his dreams.. its realli saddening.. i sincerely send my regards and condolences to his family and frens.. haiz.. im realli scared and worried.. i believe gers with their bfs in army will understand how i feel.. no matter how much reassurance u gif me, it will nvr work.. can u see wat i see? can u feel how i feel? everyday now im watching the news, im worried, im scared, im waiting.. im whining in my blog now after whining to all my frens.. haiz.. i carn help but to worry.. i hope everything will be over soon and u will come bk safely.. bk to my side.. i nvr knew waiting can be so torturous.. u noe my heart aint strong.. pls dun test its beat rate..

on a lighter note.. i found a job working as a clerk in a HR department in one of the banks.. it will just be a 2 weeks job.. doing mainly filing i tink.. just need to kill time and earn some cash.. am so broke lately.. will be starting work on monday.. finally not slacking ard at home after so long.. i noe.. im a lazybum.. just carn help wanting to slack off when i tink of all the stress and workload and slpless nites rushing projects again when skool starts.. i just dread the start of skool..

the week b4.. we celebrated sm bday at east coast.. the theme was jap.. cos she idolised some jap singers.. and shes gg japan soon to haf a summer fling.. how lucky is tat.. ahahaha.. so we staged a performance for her by wearing the masks of her idols and holding candy mikes, with music playing in the background and sparklers on the ground.. with the sparklers lighting up in a row, it made our makeshift stage and performance a success.. haha.. as usual.. we chatted alot after eating.. gossiping.. crapping.. updating.. we are real chatty.. i hope sm like the performance surprise and celebration and enjoyed ur day. we realli put in alot of effort.. hehe.. and mel.. i din expect u to not show up.. u better make it up to us kz.. and esp me who took ur place in performing.. hee..

met up with my pri skool frens this week.. had a great time catching up.. ate at fish and co at parkmall.. the dessert is nice.. the brownie with ice cream.. first time hafing a dessert at fish and co.. after tat walk to cathay and sit down.. had a real long chat.. gd to noe tat one of my fren is attached again.. hope she will regain her faith.. the other gg to guangzhou and hk.. so gd sia.. i want go hkkkkkkk.. mai dong xi chi dong xi mai dong xi chi dong xi..hee.. when will i be able to save enuff and go travelling.. it doesnt seem promising looking at the situation now.. sian..

also catch up with stef after gg for an interview at the job agency.. we went shopping! actualli its window shopping in town.. haha.. cos im broke and i need to buy working clothes.. sian.. y must i wear so formal when im just a temp clerk.. haiz.. so broke can.. oh ya.. mango is hafing sale now.. but its damn packed with people and clothes.. gave up looking for anithing after a while cos its realli damn packed and squeezey inside the shop.. had a long chat also..

i tink its the season to be attached now.. seeing my frens getting attached.. im so happy for them.. realli.. i meant it.. one of my bday wish was for everyone ard me to be happi.. cos i love to see the smile on all of your faces kz.. and i love to see the "xingfu" tag on all of ur foreheads.. hee.. of cos i dun mean u haf to be attached to be xingfu.. cos i also noe of frens who arent but haf alot of frens ard them and their lives are happening.. hee.. no matter wat.. smile even if the sun dun shine.. esp nowadays when it gets rainy and damp.. okay crap.. zhaozzz

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can u believe this entry below has been delayed for like 2 weeks or so.. haha.. im the number 1 in procrastination esp in blogging.. hee.. okay.. updates below:

oh.. i have not been a guai blogger again.. haha.. always blog in chunks..

ok finalli my bday celebration is over.. last week.. hahaa.. haf been procrastinating for so long to blog..

thurs 22 may, went for celebration with my og mates.. coincidentally i haf the same bday as my ogl.. so qiao rite.. yep.. alot of pple were late.. and i the bday ger was so early.. wat the---.. haha.. den we ate at swensens and gobbled down the blackforest cake they bought from bengawan solo.. cos the manager said we carn eat there.. after tat went for a movie at cathay.. Indiana Jones.. its been a long time since i watch a action packed show bah.. not bad.. quite thrilling for my heart.. tats y i prefer romance.. its more calming.. hee.. cab bk home after tat with l and mx.. went bk later den my curfew time.. lucki mum din say anithing.. din expect to celebrate with my og mates de.. so shocked when they offered to celebrate with me.. thanks guys!

fri 23 may, went for a bday celebration with my uni classmates.. its also to celebrate mandi's bday too.. one shot kill two birds.. hee.. ate at sakae at wheelock.. we each ate a rice bowl and shared a sushi set.. alot sia.. all of us eat until damn full.. den they say cannot eat too full.. cos hao xi zai hou tou.. and realli.. the awfully chocolate cake at the end is SUPERB nice.. i must emphasize.. its realli vvvvvvvv chocolatey and tasty.. the best cake out of the 5 cakes i ate for my bday.. i ate the biggest piece cos i say i love choc cake.. hee.. its just irresistable.. next time if want celebrate bday.. remb.. the awfully choc cake is damn nice.. but maybe more suitable for those with sweeter tooth bah.. although i dun realli eat sweet stuff but i tink its damn ZAN! 5 stars for it.. hee.. ok enuff advertising.. they shud pay me advertising fee sia.. haha..

sat 24 may, the real celebration with my sec skool clique.. if u all haf forgotten.. they celeb my bday on my actual day on wed with sakura buffet.. but tat was just a dinner.. now our clique has new rules for bday celebration this year.. 1st it has to be held near the sea, at a beach.. 2nd the bday ger has to be blindfolded before reaching the venue.. 3rd there will of cos be a surprise, a theme for each party.. and the theme for my surprise party was................................................................................... DREAMY! MONG HUAN! haha.. yep.. those who noe me well will get it correct.. im a dreamy ger.. okay i admit tat kz.. i tink among all my frens, im tagged dreamy and whiney on my forehead.. i take tat as a compliment.. haha.. so wat is link with dreamy? when i open my eyes finally after walking a distance, 2 of them were trying to blow bubbles to create a mong huan atmosphere.. imagine.. 2 gers trying v hard to blow bubbles using the "things" we played when we were young.. dunno wat are they called.. haha.. the sight is super comical and incredibly funny.. i burst out luffing the moment i saw tat.. gd job gers.. the candles forming the words happy 21st cudnt be lighted up cos the wind was damn strong.. oh ya we were at pasir ris park if u all are wondering.. but they managed to get it light up after we had our dinner and cake.. thye burnt their hands for me while lighting up the candles.. touched.. they also did a board for me with all their well wishes and a xword puzzle for me indicating 21 things about my life.. i had to finish the puzzle before eating.. the most significant was.. wat is zl scared of.. the ans is none other than.................. everything.. -_-".. yah they are my v gd frens.. 9 years of frenship.. going strong hur.. haha.. never fail to tease me even on my bday.. but they are realli my bunch of realli gd frens.. thanks for the surprise.. thanks for everything.. oh and we din forget to cam whore while blowing bubbles.. as usual.. hee..

sun 25 may, yup i noe wat u all are thinking.. my celebration seems never ending.. okay.. this is the last celebration le.. bear with me.. haha.. it was with my poly classmates.. went kboxing at amk.. its also to celebrate hz bday too.. sorry tat i missed out on the lunch cos i cudnt wake up due to last nite celebration.. lack of slp.. hee.. ate another cake.. its my 5th bday cake this year if the sakura cake doesnt count.. im gg to grow real fat after all tat cakes.. its a choc cake with liquor recommended by hz.. v strong liquor smell cos he loves liquor.. we went bk early as hz needs to bk in.. they got me a bag and a bracelet and a super cute card.. real cute.. thanks! hope to meet up again for another gathering kz!

okay.. tat ends my one week of 21st bday celebration.. real touched.. din expect my bday to be celebrated for so long, almost one whole week.. im a real happy and xingfu ger.. a big thanks to all my frens for making the effort to celeb with me.. I realli had the most wonderful and HAPPIEST 21st bday! =).. i just carn help smiling while tinking of the week.. hee..

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